I find flaws attractive.

Post 228.

2012-02-05T14:23:00.001+08:00

Reading previous posts on this blog and feeling really idiotic. Whut even.

Post 227.

2011-12-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

Got my eyebrow pierced today. Man, it's really hard to hide it from my parents :/
Anyway, I'm thinking of getting collar bone surface piercings done with surface bars but if my body rejects it, it could get real ugly.

Post 226.

2011-10-31T19:47:00.001+08:00

To tell you the truth, I don't have much to offer. But I'll give you everything I've got, even if it's barely a thing at all. I'll give you late nights, long hugs, someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there, a hand to hold, somebody to lean on. And if that's not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that's enough.

Post 225.

2011-06-11T16:33:00.001+08:00

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe

Post 224 : My 2010.

2010-12-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

January - Was the happiest kid on Earth
February - Facebook addict
March - Facebook
April - Got into a relationship
May - Broke up
June - Mad happy for no reason
July - Faltered
August - got sick of many ppl
September - Family problems
October - Festive season + exams at the same time.
November - Found true friends
December - Tumblr

SO YEAHH, THIS WAS MY YEAR . It looks so pathetic when I read it . LOLLL.

Post 223.

2010-12-31T14:59:00.000+08:00

I feel like fuck rn. I actually prepared 2 blog posts. But I'm lazy to type them out :/
Today having a sleepover at Mallu's house ^^v
KYAAAA ! MY FIRST SLEEPOVER EVERR.

Happy max :D Ok byebye .
Hopefully my laziness won't last long enough to not update my blog.
I hope the sentence above made sense .
Lol, ciaoo ~

Post 223.

2010-12-27T15:42:00.000+08:00

Haven't been on my lappy for long :C

22nd - went out. Was going to get hair extensions but I couldn't find a single salon which had extensions in Plaza Sing . fml.

23rd - Went Ice sk8ing . my limbs felt like it didn't exist the next 2 days -,- But it was mad fun ! ^^
Had a fight with Dad at night -'-

24th - my family wanted to go watch a movie . i couldn't even walk properly and they wanted to go out ?! Some more the night before, fought with dad . WATCH MOVIE MY ASS. Sooo , they all went and I didn't go . Played lappy the next 11 hours . and then watch Survivor last episode on TV till 3am ~

25th - Didn't even feel like Xmas :\ Xmas party at 7pm at Sila's . HAD SOOOO MUCH FUNNN . GG ! Around 1015 came back home. LOL . It was raining and it was damnn cold . Me and Alysa were wondering whether it was Singapore or not -,-

26th - Picnic . At first i didn't like the place but when we were coming back, I didn't wanna leave the place !! T^T Played the swings with Onda & Aliza . And waveboard also ~ took manymany pics also . Aiya, it was vehhh fun larh ! :D Best picnic everr !!

Soo , that's about all . Wait fer my next post yo !
ADIOS !

Post 222.

2010-12-16T19:32:00.001+08:00

Vegetarianism.

Post 221.

2010-12-15T13:08:00.001+08:00

Going to watch Tangled today. FINALLY OR WHAT ?

Ok, I haven't had breakfast and it's 1PM, Mom went to the hospital.

She's sick & I can't cook. In fact, I can't do anything at all .
Gonna eat out I guess :\
Haiss. Suddenly realise that I'm so useless in domestic stuffs.
I've never used an iron before. I've never even touch an iron board before.
The first time I officially cooked a dish was this year in my first lesson of Home Econs.
& I did most of the cleaning actually.. my partner did all the cooking -.-
I'm almost 14 & the first time I made my bed was last week.
Years ago, I wanted to boil hotdogs & I ended up cutting my finger.
My Mom got mad & forbade me to ever use the stove.
So her fault that I not good in cooking LOL -.-!
I love to vacuum though. That's my speciality !

I have no mood to go out actually. 'Cos I'm rushing out Geo lens orders ><
www.geo21eye.com !
Email @ broken.emokid@gmail.com if you wantz !!!

Ok ciao ~ Lunch arrive already -^^- I'm famished :(

P.S. DON'T LAUGH AT MY EMAIL HOR. I MADE IT WHEN I WAS 8.
SOME MORE NOT I MAKE ALSO :C

Post 220.

2010-12-13T19:15:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO. I created a Tumblr. & I think I'm gonna like it more than Blogger.

Alright bye, off to Tumblr.
Damn fucking cramps >:C

Post 219.

2010-12-11T13:07:00.001+08:00

Pro is the me ~

Finished lunch in 4 mins .
Haha, it's a big achievement for someone who usually takes 2 hours to finish a meal -.-
Lol, idk what's got over me these days.
I never used to check emails, but nao I've even bookmarked Gmail .
& I'm constantly checking my inbox.
Just not that only, there's been several changes actually .
I usually wake up at 12pm, but these past few days, I'm automatically up at 1030am !
& I always HAD to switch on my fan, whatever the temperature was.
Nao it's a freaking 36 degrees Celsius & my fan's not on .
LOL. Can tahan already liao ^^~

Gonna play BlackShot with Asri nao .
First game ever .

BYEBYE .

Post 218.

2010-12-11T13:02:00.000+08:00

Ok I forgot the date when I pierced Helix & second hole since it's the holidays & I've srsly lost track of time . No school from Oct 28 to Jan 2 . Prolly the best part of Secondary school ^^v

Ohwell, my second hole is still in pain whenever I touch it T^T
Why so opposite ? The Helix is supposed to be the one in major pain !! I keep on playing with it to make it painful but not an inch of pain -.- Fail.

Last week I posted a status in Fb saying my Mom doesn't even trust me a bit & that I hate her .

MY FUCKING UNCLE IN THE UK SAW IT AND CALLED ALL THE WAY FROM THERE TO INFORM MY MOM ABOUT IT .

Wtfz . I haven't even seen him in person before. Those type of statuses are muthafucking common in Singapore ! Obvsly they're half-hearted.
Fuckk, thank you heaps for ruining my family . Thankyouverymuch for announcing it to your entire family living in the UK.
You didn't even know anything & yet you ruined everything .
Do you want fucking a medal ?

Mad angry . & speaking of the UK, I'm officially gonna move there in less than 3 years time .
Not happy about it :\ Had enough of being categorized under "Foreigners" .
Will beg her I will go straight to Nepal when the time is right .

Sad life sad life :(

Ok, my Mom's furious nao 'cos I haven't eat lunch. Actually, ever since the status thingy she has been angry over everything -.-
When she first got to know , I was sleeping and she woke me up & told me straight in the face,

"GO FIND ANOTHER MOM !!"

Gonna eat lunch nao ~ 1PM already -.-``

Why are you so mean ?

2010-12-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

Ask God .

Ask me anything

Fuck

2010-12-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

suck

Ask me anything

Post 217.

2010-12-04T22:15:00.001+08:00

What I've been doing lately. 100000000000000 times better than Twitter.

Ok wtf, I have readers from the States ? ... Germany ? ... :O

Oklol, bye . Super mad happy to find out my readers aren't all from Singapore ;D

Post 216.

2010-12-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

Been feeling alone these past few weeks. Or maybe I've always been lonely.
I've never actually had a best friend, I realised .

I hate how life is right nao. Each and everyone talking behind each others' back, behaving like fucking hypocrites . I've seen people like this, but I never knew it would actually happen to me . There's so many people in my life, but I don't know who to trust .
Fuck, I just want everyone to be together .

-cranky-

Ciao .

Post 215.

2010-12-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

I have a lot to post about, but I dunno where to start from :\

Post 214.

2010-10-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

I wish things could have turned out differently between us. I used to know you so well.

Post 213 .

2010-09-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

Ughhh . I'm just gonna blog about what's happened lately . Punam's birthday was 2 days ago .
Momo(this is the name of my circle of friends, btw) has been having a huge problem lately.
I don't even know why I'm thinking of this anyway .
It wasn't supposed to be like this . But oh well, not our fault as well . We tried, but the other party didn't care.

What's the point in trying nao .

Post 212.

2010-09-17T22:03:00.001+08:00

Lots have happened lately. I've changed so much in less than a year .
Still, I love myself . I love life . I love everyone :)

Post 211.

2010-07-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

Cb second pic small -,-"
Nvms, just click on it. No lag :)
Unless your com/lappy is 1o cent worth.

Oh by the way, I edited the pics hor.
^o^

Post 210.

2010-07-02T16:15:00.000+08:00

I hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about. & they don't realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you'd rather forget. But you can't say anything, because then, people would know your weaknesses. They'd know how insecure you really are.
So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

Post 209 .

2010-06-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

Something happened yesterday . Got me sick .

I want to blog about it , but I've got no time for it :(

TOMORROW THEN :D

208.

2010-06-26T18:10:00.000+08:00

Holidays are coming to an end !!! SHUCKZ .
& guess what, I started playing Maple since yesterday .
Trying fucking hard not to be addicted . Hoho .

Today, started Plurking as well :D
Omg, check it out alright !

http://www.plurk.com/PeaNutz

It may be bullshit but it's entertaining to read bullshit sometimes . Rlly !

Anyway, I'm talking to my awesome awesome old friend Rajani nao.
She's in Nepal . Webcaming as well :D Teehee !

Was planning to watch Toy Story 3 3D yesterday but had no one to go with .
Today I was set on finishing my homework & also play maple ..
Sooo ... homework still not done . Gonna play Maple after I finish blogging .
Rajani's gonna visit her dentist .
She's sooo prettayyy, omona .

Alrights, I'm hungrehhh . Always hungry no matter what -.-

Ciaoooo ! Gonna eat all time fav bee bee .

Post 207 : This can be my new About Me !

2010-06-26T17:46:00.001+08:00

I drink coffee like water & I still never know what to say.
I still don't know how to get out of bed half the time.
It's not pretty, or endearing. I whisper you secrets, I'm still looking forward to be saved, Sometimes I'm so weak, sometimes I'm so strong, here you go,
I’ll give you everything for one more chance.
My heart is ugly, but it could be all yours.

Post 206.

2010-06-16T16:06:00.004+08:00

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- Apparently, it is .

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
- Latter one .

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
- If it's romantic & from a cute guy, I'd read on. If it's long-winded, I'll just stash it away .

4. Group dates or single dates?
- Single datess !!!

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
- Maybe ?

6. Are diamonds a girls best friend?
- Nahhhhh !

7. Is your hair up or down today?
- Down.

8. Do you straighten your hair?
- Nah.

9. Favorite mascara?
- I don't use it but I find Maybeline awesome !

10. Do you get your nails done?
- Nope .

11. Small or large purses?
- Either is fine .

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
- Money, of course. Ez link card. Camp pass. Tapz card. & .. bubble tea card ? Lols.

13. Jeans or sweats?
- Jeans, obvi .

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry thats uncomfortable?
- Nope .

15. Do you text message a lot?
- Yeshhh.

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
- If it's a tender age & not wanted, then maybe, abortion ?

17. Whats your favorite color?
- Pink.

18. Heels or flats?
- Flats.

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
- Yesh, many many times.

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
- Always do .

21. Walmart or Target?
- Walmart.

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
- Yeah.

23. Do you like preppy boys?
- Uhmmm, not rlly.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
- Maybe ?

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
- One.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
- For school, 20 to 30mins ?

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
- Yesh . If it's not on the face or neck .

28. Do you like skater boys?
- Yeahh .

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
- Always.

30. Gold or silver?
- Gold will be better.

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
- Yesh

32. Do you like surfer boys?
- Hot ones.

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
- Nope.

34. Do you like to wear dresseses?
- Nah.

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
- 2 .

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
- Nope .

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
- Uhm, honestly.. NO .

38. Do you like to hold hands?
- Yesh.

39. What is the youngest you would date?
- 13.

40. What is the oldest you would date?
- 18 .

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
- I don't know. LOL.

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
- Not at all .

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
- Eyes/hair/body.

44. Do you like making eye contact?
- Yesh !

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
- No.

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
- Nahh. I'm not stupid .

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
- Omg, TEN .

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
- If the show is really good, YEAH !

50. Do you yell a lot?
- Yeshh .

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
- Lol, no .

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
- Ofcourse not.

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
- Nope .

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
- Lol, any .

55. Do you fall in love easily?
- I think so ?

56. Do you have cramps?
- No .

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
- Maybe ?

Oh geez, 57 honest answers :D
Please do it as well. HAHA !
Ciaoooo!

Post 205: Sumi's Birthday !

2010-06-16T15:54:00.001+08:00

SOMEBODY'S 14 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy Birthdayyyy Summiii !
Love you loads.
Stay cute & happy forever ^^
Ok lol, that sounded lame .
Haha, just remember that you're gonna be 30 soon ^^

Post 204.

2010-06-13T15:54:00.000+08:00

When I was young, I couldn't wait to grow up.
Nao, I just want to be a little girl hugging her teddy.
At least back then, boys didn't use to make me cry so much .

But this is a girl's life afterall .
This is how it's supposed to be, isn't it ?

Post 203.

2010-06-11T22:53:00.001+08:00

Went Bugis with Anita & Alysa to watch The Karate Kid.
I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THAT MOVIEEE !
DAMNN, I WANNA WATCH IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN ! :D

Hehe . Anyways, shopped after the movie . KFC-ed then took bus to home .
I swear on the way home, I was the craziest teen alive .
I went about screaming & jumping around .
& geez, my mom heard & saw everything .

-________-"

Took alot of pics from Alysa's phone .
& then she asked me to upload it all .
& then when I got home, I realised ..
She didn't send me the pics at all -.-

Geez.

Anyway, I gotta go naooo ~

Post 202 : Awesome song.

2010-06-06T16:19:00.001+08:00

Post 201 .

2010-06-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

I went hiking yesterday . Didn't really wanna go .
I didn't know anyone in the group of people I was going with .
& I was really sleepy 'cos I only had 4 hours of sleep .

But in the end, I still went .
Was quite upset 'cos I don't like these kind of trips .
But on the brighter side, was a good form of exercise .
Burnt my useless fats .

Hmm, at night, BBQ . Lols .

Anyway, today had Girls Club lecture at 10AM but I woke up @ 950AM .
Slept at 3 . Great of me . Was feeling very lazy . Stayed at bed till 1130 :)

Nao, I'm completely clueless about everything .
Had feeling yesterday night that today wasn't going to be a good day.
& true enough, I'm feeling sad :'(
Fuck, I'm supposed to be the happiest person alive in the whole universe .

In life, as children, we are told to smile, be cheerful, and put on a happy face.
As adults, we are told to look on the bright side, to make lemonade, and see glasses as half full.

Sometimes reality can get in the way of our ability to act happy though.
You're hope can fail, boyfriends can cheat, friends can disappoint.

It's in these moments, when you just want to get real, drop the act, and be your true scared unhappy self .

I'll act alright for nao .
Ciao .

Post 200 .

2010-06-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

Whenever you feel like criticizing any one .. just remember that all the people in this world haven't had the advantages that you've had.

Post 199 .

2010-06-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

.What were you doing 30 mins ago?
- Facebooking . LOL.

.If you could go back into time and change one thing,would you?
- Hmm, I guess no ? I like how everything is right nao .

.Do you wear big sunglasses?
- Too bad I don't own any .

.Are you taking anyone for granted?
- Yesh . At least I'm honest about it .

.How many different things did you drink today?
- Five .

.Do you have a nickname?
- Yeahhhhhh, my name's really long . I guess.

.Are you in a good mood?
- Yesh, ofcourse .

.Have you ever told someone you hate them?
- Yeah . Straight in their face .

.What was the color of the bridemaid's dress of the last wedding you went?
- Ok lol. I srsly don't remember -,-"

.When was the last time you saw your dad?
- Hours ago .

.Do you get annoyed easily?
- Veryyyy easily. But I'm changing yo .

.How many letters are there in your name?
- First name: SEVEN. Last name: SIX. So it's Thirteen .

.What book did you last read?
- Ok uhm .. I think the name's Bloomality or something -.-

.What was the last thing that made you angry?
- A text from someone .

.How do you walk?
- CATWALK. Srs .

.Are you okay with the life you live?
- Quite .

.What's up for tomorrow?
- Usual .

.Do you curse infront of your parents?
- Yesh . Very much . But yet again, I'm changing .

.What colour shirt are you wearing?
- Pink .

What were you thinking last night when you were going to sleep?
- About everything .

.Tell us about your latest ex?
- He has small eyes .

Who was the last person you hugged?
- My neighbour . LOL.

Whats currently bothering you?
- A person from Mexico .

.Ever had a boy bestfriend?
- Lol, yeah. & I still do have boy besties :D

Post 198 .

2010-05-31T17:59:00.000+08:00

The down sides of being very:

Cute: No one takes you seriously.

Hot: Everyone just wants to fuck you.

Attractive: People will like you based on your looks.

Sweet: You have the highest potential to be put in the "friend" category.

Funny: Everyone expects you to make them laugh. Nothing more.

Kind of true, yeah ?

Post 197 .

2010-05-28T15:59:00.001+08:00

Fuck you Dad.
Don't come home getting mad at your bloody boss
& then vent your anger on me -'-

I'm trying so hard to stop being rude & hot-tempered
But your attitude isn't helping at all.
For nao, I would just like you to vanish .

Post 196 .

2010-05-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

It's Yagya's birthday .

& also MOMO's monthsary .
It's past 1015PM nao .

I shall blog tomorrow .
& oh, I pretty much won't be having a good day in school .

D&T WILL KILL ME .

ADIOS .

Post 195 .

2010-05-24T22:06:00.001+08:00

So I guess I'm single nao .
How sad it had to end this way .

Post 194 .

2010-05-22T19:10:00.001+08:00

I LOVE GOOGLE TODAY X)

Click the image & you get the best view !

Post 193 .

2010-05-20T15:23:00.006+08:00

THE A - Z QNS :)

A-Available?
- Nope .

B-Bestfriend?
- Sila & loads more .

C-Crush.
- Literally, KEY .

D-Dad's name .
- JBG .

E-Easiest person to talk to .
- Uhm .. almost everyone -.-

F-Favourite band.
- BOYS LIKE GIRLS .

G-Gummy bears or worms?
- Bears would be better :D

H-Hometown.
- KTM, Nepal .

I-Instruments .
- None, rlly -.-

J-Job .
- BSS STUDENT . Suckass, I wanna quit .

K-Kids.
- None .

L-Longest car ride .
- About 5 or 6 hours . Trip to KL .

M-Milk flavour.
- CHOCOLATEEEE ! <3

N-Number of siblings .
- ONE ELDER BRO <3

O-One wish .
- Stay happy forever .

P-Phobias.
- Losing someone close to me, ghosts, animals .

Q-Favourite quote.
- I've got many actually ..

R-Reason to smile .
- I'm smiling every minute .. I think . It's life ?

S-Song you last heard .
- Pretty Boy - M2M

T-Time you woke up .
- 12pm

U-Unknown fact about me.
- I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE JOKE WHEN I'M DEAD SERIOUS . EVEN THOUGH I'M STILL SEEM COOL ABOUT IT AT THAT MOMENT . I SWEAR I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOUR NOSE OFF .

V-Vegetables.
- Cabbage .

W-worst habit?
- Swearing .

X-Xrays you have had.
- Zero .

Y-Your favourite food.
- Rice rice ricee ! Haha . Korean/ Japanese cuisine x)

Z-Zodiac sign. - Ox .

Took it off from Sila's blog .

Post 192 : My Birthday !

2010-05-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

ELLO PEEPS.

GUESS WHAT DAY IT IS TODAY ?

MY BIRHTDAYYYYYYY !

Rlly. No joke. It's my birthday today.
For one whole year, I was waiting to be 13 .
So yay me ! :D
Nao I can't wait to be 14 .
Who cares if my death's reaching .
I'm happy however old I am : )

Thank you all for the weeshes .
Srsly didn't expect so manyy .
I LOVE YOU ALL .
Even unknowns whom I've never seen wished .
I feel so lucky . :D

& ohhh,
IT'S YOUTUBE'S 5TH BIRHTDAY .
HAHAHAHHA.

Happy Birthday :D :D

Post 191 .

2010-05-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's my Math Paper & I know it's gonna be a hard one ..
& here I am , blasting Nepali songs & scolding Mom away.

I think I'm too smart, that's why . LOL.

Today's a boring day . Sundays are always like this -,-"

They are increasing school fees ? Bloody hell .
I've gotten scolding from vice principal thrice & this is my first year in school .
She even emailed my Dad & complained about me .
HOW DOES FOLDING SKIRT, DYING HAIR, OR WALKING AROUND IN THE LIBRARY AFFECT OUR RESULT ?? TALK LIKE AS IF GOT LINK LIKE THAT WALAO .

Okayyy, I gotta go nao . Tired & sleepy . Gonna practice my Maths .
Algebra rocks .

Post 190 .

2010-05-15T16:49:00.002+08:00

Malluuuuuu,
Let's meet up & talk soon !!
Freakkk, your MYE's already over .
Mine's on Tues :'(
Sad max .
Kiess, cya soon !
Take care of yourself . <3

Post 190 .

2010-05-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

Name :	Jesinta
Nick Name :	Jesin, Jess .
Birthdate :	17 May 1997
Birthplace :	NEPAL .
Current Location :	Singapore .
Eye Color :	Dark brown .
Hair Color :	JET BLACK .
Height :	158 CM . I know I'm short, so shut up .
Weight :	45 KG .
Piercings :	A pair .
Tatoos :	None .
Boyfriend/Girlfriend :	Too many gfs .
Vehicle :	A pair of legs, that's all .
Overused Phrase :	Fuck you, fuck off, hehe, hahahahha, what you doing .
FAVORITES
Food :	Sushi !
Pub/Disc/Restaurant :	Restaurant.
Candy :	Lollipops, gummies .
Number :	7, 17 .
Color :	Pink .
Animal :	None .
Drink :	Mountain Dew :)
Body Part on Opposite sex :	Every part, I guess .
Perfume :	Chanel .
TV Show :	Dramas .
Music Album :	Fav artistes .
Movie :	Comedy, Horror, Action .
Actor/Actress :	Those really hot ones . E.g. Chace Crawford .
This or That
Pepsi or Coke :	Coke !
McDonalds or BurgerKing :	Macs .
Chocolate or Vanilla	Choc, I hate vanilla .
Hot Chocolate or Coffee :	Hot choc .
Kiss or Hug :	Both .
Dog or Cat :	Neither .
Rap or Punk :	Both ?
Summer or Winter :	Winter .
Scary Movies or Funny Movies :	Funneehhh .
Love or Money :	Love .
YOUR...
Bedtime :	12am . Best time everr .
Most Missed Memory :	With Laxmi Magar .
Best phyiscal feature :	Eyes ?
First Thought Waking Up :	FIVE MORE MINUTES .
Ambition :	Nothing rlly .
Best Friends :	Too many .
Weakness :	Those close to me can hurt me easily .
Fears :	Losing someone close to me, Ghosts, Animals.
Longest relationship :	Ongoing .
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner :	Nope .
Ever been beaten up :	Nope .
Ever beaten someone up :	Yeah, lotsa .
Ever Shoplifted :	Nope .
Ever Skinny Dipped :	Nope .
Ever Kissed Opposite sex :	Yesh .
Been Dumped Lately :	Nahhh .
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color :	Brown, blue ..
Favorite Hair Color :	Anything as long as it suits him .
Short or Long :	YOU TALKING ABOUT WHAT ?
Height :	Taller than me .
Style :	Whateva suits him .
Looks or Personality :	Both .. More on the looks though .. HHAHHA .
Hot or Cute	BOTH !
Muscular or Really Skinny :	Fit :)
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit :	Aus, my hometown .
How do you want to Die :	Dunno .
Been to the Mall Lately :	N O T .
Get along with your Parents :	Yesh, but lately, NO .
Health Freak :	NAHHHH .
Do you think your Attractive :	Uh-huh . ;D
Believe in Yourself :	Yesh .
Want to go to College :	Not rlly .
Do you Smoke :	Nah .
Do you Drink :	Nope .
Shower Daily :	Yeah .
Been in Love :	AHBUDEN .
Do you Sing :	Hmm, not often .
Want to get Married :	Maybe ?
Do you want Children :	Not rlly .
Age you wanna lose your Virginity :	After I'm legal :)
Hate anyone :	Hmm .. not many .
Take Survey	Create Survey

Go take if you want to :D

Post 189 .

2010-05-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

Ello peeps ! It's been long since I last updated my boring blogggiiee .
Exams are gonna end on Tuesday . CAN'T WAIT. Swear I'll be dancing on the way back home after that paper .

Anyways, life's as exciting as ever !
Coolest friends, hottest bf, ~~awesome~~ sucky parents ..

Okieee, gonna revamp my blog .

I'm bored over the max limitt .

CHAO MUDAFACKAAA .

Oh wait waitt, English paper today .
TOTALLY FLUNG IT .

Good luck Jess .

Post 188 .

2010-05-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

Selena seriously needs to grow her hair out !

Post 187 .

2010-05-02T13:22:00.000+08:00

I know the timing isn't great, but these things, you just can't plan.
I just need a little time, so I can find myself again.
'Cos I get buried underneath all the things they think you are.
And I'm too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt to be left out.
I had a pocket full of dreams, but I gave them all to you.
Now I think I want them back. So can you tell me if I'm crazy or confused ?
Don't ever change the way you are. I've never loved anyone more.

Post 186.

2010-04-03T18:15:00.000+08:00

Finally, after all this trouble and heartache, I've found a ray of light. I've found a piece of happiness. I've found forgiveness in others. I've found strength. I've found courage. I've found love in myself. I've found me.

Post 185.

2010-04-03T18:05:00.002+08:00

I'M IN A CYBER CAFE NAO .

Com's not working, so that explains the decaying of my blog .

I'm working on my next post.
I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPYYY TODAYYY.

I LOVE YOU FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLL ! :D

Post 184.

2010-04-02T11:33:00.000+08:00

How do I answer,
when it's you .

Post 183 .

2010-03-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Fart Profiles

Elegant Person: One who farts discreetly.

Amiable Person: One who loves the smell of other people's fart.

Proud Person: One who thinks his fart is exceptionally pleasant.

Shy Person: One who releases a silent fart, then blushes .

Scientific Person: One who farts regularly, but is concerned with pollution.

Boisterous Person: One who farts loudly.

Unfortunate Person: One who tries to fart, but shit instead.

Last one, hahahahahahahahhahahahah .

Post 182 .

2010-03-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

Walao, my blog so dead.
-'- lah .

Post 182 .

2010-03-01T21:22:00.001+08:00

Okay, I have to update on alot of things but I guess it isn't interesting anymore.

Anyway, outing with Kopi & Sila on Saturday was greatttt .
My Saturday was packed actually. Had Red Cross' Flag Day.
Was supposed to reach school by 640AM & when I woke up @ 610AM, thought I'd screwed up big time.
But no, I got ready in the fastest 10 mins ever .

LOL .

Was quite happy to know that we could go anywhere for Flag Day.
My bloody asshole seniors who look like anorexic patients chose to go Bugis, of all the places in Singapore.
Like wtf, early in the morning, NO ONE COMES TO BUGIS . 'COS ALL THE SHOPS OPEN @ 9 OR 10 ..

Felt stupid for a moment. Slacked the whole time .
We weren't supposed to visit shopping centres but pro us, Gabriell, Alysa & I went KFC .

KFC staff : " Sorry, we do not have KFC breakfast in this outlet."
Us : "YESHHH !!!!!"
KFC staff : - gives a blur look -

'Cos she thought we like breakfast menu but no, it sucks .

Lots of goss while we ate :) We made the seniors wait for us for an hour while we had the best time of our morning . HAHAHAHAHHA .

Went Tp with Kopi & Sila afterwards. All along I thought Shanti was coming as well -.-"

Ordered my contacts.
Freaked out when they said 25 bucks. 'Cos I was thinking it was 15 bucks.
I freaked out even more when I heard Kopi's price.
Anyway, had KFC again. I thought the egg tart they were selling were pretty good 'cos Xiaxue did an Ad on it .

The filling was bloody sweet for me . & it's diameter was 2cm or shorter. Outside KFC, it was mothafucking huge.

I can't upload pics right nao & I'm too busy to use Photobucket & all .. so yeah, no pics for this post .

I have to go back there again this Friday to collect my lenses .
Pray everything will go on well : )

I had Math Common Test today. If we all could have a bit more time, we all would have gotten an A1 . I'm pretty sure we would have.

But arghh, it's all over nao. I've nothing else to do except my homework.

Damn, I hate it when I have nothing to do.

I found out a shocking truth 'bout my bro. I wish I could help him but it would really look like I'm depriving him of his freedom.

Hopeless .
I'm off .
Oh yes, I found something to do. Gonna check out 'Milli Vanilli' .

& ohh !! ONE MORE THING ..
It's Justin Bieber's 16th birthday today :)
Little boy.

Post 181 .

2010-02-26T21:21:00.001+08:00

I'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone
& let them know exactly what's on my mind or keep it to myself.
The problem is, being outwardly unhappy
& consistently pushes people away.

Even though they say they're always there to listen,
there is only so much that your best friends can listen to.

& on the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is to poison yourself.
It is to ignore who you are & lose yourself .

So which is better,
To have friends who think you're melodramatic,
seeking attention & pessimistic,
or to drown in your own mind .

Post 180 .

2010-02-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

I'm done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me .

Still, thanks for the memories .

But I wanna know.

I wanna know why it's always me.

Why.

Post 179 .

2010-02-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

WALAO WHY MY BLOG SO DEAD ?

Post 178 .

2010-02-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

http://community.livejournal.com/fueled_bygossip/92735.html

READ .

My day is ruined .
I've gotten ready an awesome post . FOR TOMORROW : )

It's 11:30PM nao. I've gotta go to sleep. Tuition @ 9 in the morning tmw.

Apparently, dear Jenny thinks I can go out @ 1230 .
Which I pretty much can't . Pissed .
Nights .

Post 177 .

2010-02-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

Here I am, bloody pissed off by superficial people in the world
& this idiot called Justin Bieber who doesn't make good music is there , asking people from the entire world to request for his new single .

Sorry yo, but seriously,
I DON'T THINK YOU CAN JUDGE SOMEONE'S BUSINESS JUST BY HOW CUTE/HANDSOME HE IS.

Like fuck, you spend more than 5 years giving your heart & soul on something but people don't appreciate it & someone who just started out gets more fans than you .

Okay fine, it's not about fans but good music .. It's confusingg ..

But rlly, BOYS LIKE GIRLS has good music.
I LIKE ALL THEIR SONGS (I know that you & I are different,btw.Different tastes and all.. no need to repeat) .

JUSTIN BIEBER DOESN'T WRITE HIS OWN SONGS, HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS, HE IS MANAGED BY THE FAMOUS R&B SINGER, USHER (So obviously famous lor) Usher is SHINee's rival. I heard... etc.

Yes , BLG doesn't have handsome/cute guys ..
But Justin Bieber isn't any handsome either .. or is he ? Certainly NOT .

While I was watching MTV ...

Mom : "HUH !?!?!? THIS SMALL CHILD SANG THE SONG ?! .. HE LOOKS LIKE YOUR AGE !"

Me : "It's talent, I know. But I can also sing . It's only because I don't have any supporter or the $$$ "

Please tell him that his voice won't be the same once he reaches puberty .
Sorry, I don't have Twitter account . Neither do I have YouTube account .

I AM NOT AN ANTI FAN .

I am just asking why , WHY , people judges the looks of the singer & NOT the kind of music they make .

I just took Justin Bieber & BLG as an example ..
oh no, I TOOK MORE OF JB .

YOU BECAME A SINGER 'COS SINGING IS YOUR PASSION. I KNOW IMAGE IS IMPORTANT FOR YOU .

BUT FUCK, YOU DON'T GO ROUND GRABBING ATTENTION THROUGH YOUR BLOODY PRETTY FACE .
ON THE STAGE, YOU ARE A SINGER, A PERFORMER , YOU DO YOUR OWN JOB & NOT ANYTHING ELSE . YOU'RE NOT A BLOODY MODEL .
EVEN FOR A FASHION SHOW, PEOPLE LOOK @ THE CLOTHES .
But oh, nao they don't anymore .
SEE, PEOPLE HAVE BECOME SO IGNORANT .

DOES IT MATTER ? DOES PRETTY & UGLY MATTER ?
YOU THINK UGLY PEOPLE WANTED TO BE BORN UGLY ?
'COS OF THE SO CALLED "PRETTY PEOPLE" IN THE WORLD,
THE UGLYs HAS TO DO BOTOX & EVERYTHING ..

$$$ GONE , PRIDE/DIGNITY EVERYTHING GONE , SLEF ESTEEM ALSO ABIT GONE .

It's so frustrating & it's influencing me nao .

I realised I use the 'bloody' more often nao .. Starting from today actually .

-_____-"

Friends, next time I say, "Heeee, the girl so ugly still act pretty .. "
SLAP ME . RLLY . I WOULD LOVE IT .
Hopefully, I'll learn to cherish people & learn to be an upright person .

I WON'T BE LIKE THE LOCALS HERE .

DEAR SINGAPOREANS ,

IF YOU FREAKING LOOK DOWN ON MY RACE/COUNTRY ,
I AM VERY PLEASE TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I KNOW IT
& YOU DON'T HAVE TO MENTION IT TO THE WHOLE WORLD.
WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN LIVES . PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURS WELL.
IT ONLY TAKES ONE PERSON TO RUIN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE .

& IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T FIGURED IT OUT YET, I UNDERSTAND MANDARIN CHINESE .
But the others like Hokkien & Cantonese, I still need help .
When in the bus or in an eatery, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEE learn to do your own business
& not point at us & talk bad/gossip .

Just in case you didn't know, YOU AREN'T ANY BETTER .
You're bringing shame to your own country .

Sorry dear Singaporean friends who don't hold any grudges against us . I'm not referring to you in these case .
But seriously, the folks here ALL, SIMPLY ALL, looks down on us !

MOST OF US HERE, IN MOUNT VERENON CAMP (the place where all Nepalese people stay in SG), ARE SMARTER THAN FELLOW SINGAPOREANS .

PLEASE STOP BLOWING YOUR FUCKING SMALL TRUMPET & TRY TO LEARN FROM OTHERS .

Teachers, you no longer deserve any respect if you just carry on nitpickick on us .

I HATE IT WHEN THE TEACHER BLOWS A MOUNTAIN OUT OF A MOLEHILL & WORST STILL, IT WAS ONLY A MISUNDERSTANDING .
& STILL PLAYS THE VICTIM .

DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO TAKE ME DOWN .
'COS I'D LOVEEE TO SEE YOU TRY !

I'm pissed . Ciao .

Post 176 .

2010-02-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA .
WHY IS XIAXUE SO FUNNEHHHHH ?!?!?

Okay actually, it's not that funneh -.-"
I'm off for dinner .
Watched abit of TV , got bored , came back online .

Typical .

Ciao .

P.S. If you can't see the pic properly, click to enlarge it.
Especially those who need to squint your eyes .
No offense .

Post 175 .

2010-02-16T19:39:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm sick nao.
I've completely no mood to play com
but I badly wanna keep my blog alive.

I'm sorry. But I'll get back as soon as I can, alright .
Fo' nao, I just wanna rest .

Watched Cinderella Man on TV .
Thanks Kopi for the CD .
Didn't watch it full though . No time for it .

Shanti told me she has 5 days MC .
I was like wtf .
If I could take away 2 days from that 5 days, I WOULD !

I HATE SCHOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Add me !

Tata !

Post 174 .

2010-02-14T19:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !

Weeshing all those couples to have a break up
& find another guy/girl who is NIGHTMARE FUGLY .

Justtttt keedinggggg !

I was terribly bored so I just scrolling down through my Facebook Home page ..
& wtf . I saw one guy who wrote :

" HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL COUPLES!
And all the singles .. LOOK AT ME!"
I WAS LIKE ...

I baked cupcakes today . Burnt 5 . The rest were alllll deliciousss !

Half an hour later, I have to head to Jenny's house .. EATING PIZZAAAAA !

Mom made dumplings as well .
I've been eating & eating & eating the whole day .
And oh, drinking too -.-"
I wonder how fit people burn their bloody calories .

I know ALOT of SKINNY people who eats more than FAT people do .
Maybe, I'm one of them. LOL .
Anyway, baking was fun .
If I do more of it, I think my arms will start having muscles instead of ... DANGLING LARDS .

I have to go soon .
So once again,

HAPPY V DAY !

Post 173 : Joke .

2010-02-12T15:36:00.001+08:00

The elephant says to the camel, "Why do you have two boobs on your back?"
The camel replies, "That's a pretty stupid question coming from someone who has a dick on his face."

HahAHAhahahHAHaHAHAHAhahAHAHAHaHAhahahHAHAHAH .

Post 172 .

2010-02-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

Sadly, I'm one of those people who is cursed
with loving someone who does not love me back.

I was unlucky enough to not be given the time of day by
that someone I truly care about.

I'm unfortunate in the sense that my love is not returned.

And even though the chances of him simply ever coming close to
these feelings for me is probably about 99.9%,
it's that 0.1% that keeps me going each and every day .

When Key had blown me away.

Post 171 .

2010-02-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

I've concluded that sometimes
you get the feeling that you're so alone &
loneliness wraps you around the neck.

But no one can really do anything about it including yourself.
It's one of those things that you can't fix.
It just tends to happen and sooner or later it eventually goes away.

But it's not guaranteed that it will be gone forever.

Post 170 .

2010-02-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

I have lots to say to you all.
It's almost 10:40PM nao.
I slept the whole day.

Will write soon.

Something happened yesterday in school
which makes me hate everyone .

I dyed my hair THRICE when I only dyed it brown ONCE .
Bartley sucks.

Bye.

P.S. Sila, Shanti & Alysa, LOL .
I ate that sardine curry puff like a beggar when I got home. Hahaha.

Post 169 .

2010-02-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

I WAS RIGHT .
MARTIN JOHNSON & TAYLOR SWIFT WERE DATING .

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

I WAS RIGHT .
WAHHH .
WHY IS THAT MY GUESSES ARE ALWAYS RIGHT .
P.S. Taylor's songs 'Love Story' , 'White Horse' & 'Breathe' were all about
Martin .
Okay seriously , I still think Martin likes Taylor .
Fuck Big Machine Records .
>:[

Post 168 .

2010-02-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

You can't blame me for trying.
I've gone through seasons waiting for you
with nothing changing but the weather.
I want to say that I'm okay
& show you I'm okay being alone.

But even if I said it, I wouldn't mean it.

To be honest, the only thing getting me through these days is
the false hope that things are going to be okay,
that they're going to get better.
But without you,
I'm never okay.

I feel love all over again .

Post 167 .

2010-02-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

So yeah, History common test today.
If I pass on the dot, I'LL BE HAPPY .

The OTHER class test was ...good ?
Maybe because I got an A1 .
Something to be proud of, okay.

Uhmm , Science results tomorrow .
I know that I'm gonna have a hell of a scolding .

& oh, my school's librarian sucks to the max.

She looks down on my race so much .
Like wthell, her fucking immatured behaviour shows that she didn't go to school & her parents are dumb .

It really does.

Ohwells,
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM RACISTS ?!
RACISM . Duh .

I'm not gonna care anymore .
She is fugly .
THE EXACT RESEMBLANCE OF A WITCH .

CLICK TO ENLARGE.

& yeah, more & more tests are coming into my way .
I HATE THEM .

Uhhh , I seriously have lots , I mean LOTS, to say.
Too lazy but have time though.
I shall do all the writing peacefullyyyy on the weekends .

Oh wait, Saturday I have to do Community work .
On Sunday, I'm going out .
I doubt I'll ever have time to see my com nao. Even thought it's ugly.

So yeah, with my dinner for an hour . Still haven't finished .

Last time during the holidays , Dad got angry & told me :

" You do EVERYTHING the opposite.
When it's time to sleep, you play com.
When it's time to wake up, you go to bed.
NEXT TIME, WEAR YOUR CLOTHES INSIDE OUT AS WELL ."

P.S. I was planning to start watching Fruits Basket today .
Yesh, that Anime .

Post 166 .

2010-02-04T21:03:00.001+08:00

Your experiences & happy trails
only remind me of everything
I've lost or wanted.

Yes, I'm happy for you but
I'm also afraid.
I'm not strong enough to be your shrink anymore.

I know that our friendship is not over
but until I can breathe again,

Please do not speak to me unless
You want to hear what I have to say.

Bye.

Post 165 .

2010-02-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

GRAMMY AWARD WINNERS. WHO WON WHAT ! :D

Album of the Year:
Taylor Swift, Fearless

Female Pop Vocal Performance:
Beyoncé, "Halo"

Rap/Sung Collaboration:
"Run This Town," Jay-Z, Rihanna and Kanye West

Rock Album:
21st Century Breakdown, Green Day

Record of the Year:
"Use Somebody," Kings of Leon

Comedy Album:
A Colbert Christmas: The Greatest Gift of All!, Stephen Colbert

New Artist:
Zac Brown Band

Country Album:
Fearless, Taylor Swift

Song of the Year:
"Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)," Beyoncé

Pop Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocals:
The Black Eyed Peas, "I Gotta Feeling"

Pop Vocal Album:
The E.N.D., The Black Eyed Peas

Male Pop Vocal Performance:
Jason Mraz, "Make It Mine"

R&B CATEGORIES

Female R&B Vocal Performance:
Beyoncé, "Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)"

Male R&B Vocal Performance:
Maxwell, "Pretty Wings"

R&B Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocals:
Jamie Foxx and T-Pain, "Blame It"

Traditional R&B Vocal Performance:
Beyoncé, "At Last"

R&B Song:
"Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)", Beyoncé

R&B Album:
Blacksummers' Night, Maxwell

Contemporary R&B Album:
I Am...Sasha Fierce, Beyoncé

COUNTRY CATEGORIES

Female Country Vocal Performance:
"White Horse," Taylor Swift

Male Country Vocal Performance:
"Sweet Thing," Keith Urban

Country Song:
"White Horse," Taylor Swift

Country Collaboration With Vocals:
"I Told You So," Carrie Underwood and Randy Travis

Country Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocals:
Lady Antebellum, "I Run to You"

Country Instrumental Performance:
"Producer's Medley," Steve Wariner

RAP CATEGORIES

Rap Performance by a Duo or Group:
"Crack a Bottle," Eminem, Dr. Dre and 50 Cent

Rap Song:
"Run This Town," Jay-Z, Rihanna and Kanye West

Rap Album:
Relapse, Eminem

Rap Solo Performance:
Jay-Z, "D.O.A. (Death of Auto-Tune)"

Urban/Alternative Performance:
India.Arie and Dobet Gnahore, "Pearls"

ROCK CATEGORIES

Solo Rock Vocal Performance:
Bruce Springsteen, "Working on a Dream"

Rock Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocals:
Kings of Leon, "Use Somebody"

Rock Song:
"Use Somebody," Kings of Leon

Hard Rock Performance:
AC/DC, "War Machine"

Metal Performance:
Judas Priest, "Dissident Aggressor"

Rock Instrumental Performance:
Jeff Beck, "A Day in the Life"

POP CATEGORIES

Traditional Pop Vocal Album:
Michael Bublé Meets Madison Square Garden, Michael Bublé

Pop Collaboration With Vocals:
Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat, "Lucky"

Pop Instrumental Performance:
Bela Fleck, "Throw Down Your Heart"

Pop Instrumental Album:
Potato Hole, Booker T. Jones

DANCE CATEGORIES

Dance Recording:
"Poker Face," Lady Gaga

Electronic/Dance Album:
The Fame, Lady Gaga

Nabehh , don't have Boys Like Girls .
Oh, I saw them on MTV about two hours ago.
LOL . It's almost 1030PM nao .
I gotta go revise & lastly, sleep .
NIGHT NIGHT !

Post 164 .

2010-02-01T21:59:00.001+08:00

It's not my problem if you don't understand one of the qualities I possess.
I know you bitch 'bout me with the others
& appear so much like a good friend in front of me.
I know it ALL .
So yeah, don't destroy the meaning of the word 'friend' .

P.S. Wait for my long post. I'm lazy .
P.P.S. Science test tomorrow .
Study or don't study for it, phail .
So yeah, just gonna concentrate on playing com fo' nao .

Post 163 .

2010-01-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

I have so much to write about,
but I'm too lazy to do so .

Wait for my long update.
I'm having a sickening headache nao
& I'm suddenly reminded of my shit load of homework.

Today, I sort of just feel like dying.

Post 162 .

2010-01-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

It's amazing how you realize when you lose someone,
You get mad at yourself for not saying the things
you could've a million times
You take for granted the days spent doing nothing
when you could've been with them.
Anyone can be taken at any time in our lives,
But we always wait until they're gone to say the things
we never had the courage to before.

You get yourself to know how much you had hurt them,
but you realize they are not here with you anymore.

Post 161 .

2010-01-27T21:55:00.001+08:00

OKAY , ONLY READ IF YOU HAVE A STRONG AND COMPASSIONATE HEART .

The one in pink are my comments.

On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times (over 400 times), then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta
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The crime:

In November of 1988, Boy A (then 18),
Boy B (Jo Kamisaku, then 17; Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison ), Boy C (then 16) and Boy D (then 17) from Tokyo abducted and held Furuta, a second year high school (grade 11) student from Saitama Prefecture in Misato, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C.

To forestall a manhunt, Boy A coerced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home,
but was with "a friend" and was not in danger.
He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys' girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around,
but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police,
he dropped this pretext.

Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing,
apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them.
Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuza leader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.
(FUCK YOU FOR THAT .)

According to their statements at their trial,
the four of them raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.)
At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom.
They also related that "possibly a hundred different people" knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there,
but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there,
or themselves either raped or abused her.
When the boys refused to let her leave,she begged them on several occasions to "kill (her) and get it over with".
(IT'S BETTER TO DIE THAN TO GET YOUR OTHER NIPPLE GET CUT OFF OR GET YOUR VAGINA INSERTED BY SOMETHING SO HIDEOUS OVER 400 TIMES . )

On January 4, 1989, using one of the boys' loss at mah-jongg as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell,poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire.
She died later that day of shock.
The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.
(AFTER ALL THOSE FUN , YOU FEIGN IGNORANCE ?? WHY DIDN'T YOU TORTURE YOUR MOM INSTEAD OF SOME GIRL YOU DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO EXISTED ?)

The killers hid her corpse in an 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

Arrest and punishment :

The boys were arrested and tried as adults; but, because of Japanese handling of crimes committed by juveniles,
their identities were sealed by the court.
However, a weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun reported their real names, claiming "Human rights aren't needed for brutes."
Furuta's real name and details about her personal life were reported exhaustively in the media.
Kamisaku was judged as a sub leader, at least according to the official trial.

The four boys pled guilty (EAT MY SHIT.) to a reduced charge of "committing bodily injury that resulted in death", rather than murder. Boy A's parents sold their house for approximately 50 million yen (HEY , MY ONE MONTH'S ALLOWANCE !) and paid this as compensation to Furuta's family.

For his participation in the crime, Kamisaku served eight years in a juvenile prison before he was released, in August 1999.(FUCK.)
In July 2004, he was arrested for assaulting an acquaintance,
whom he believed to be luring a girlfriend away from him,
and allegedly bragged about his earlier infamy.
Kamisaku was sentenced to seven years in prison for the beating.
(OH , AGAIN? Why not die there ?)

Junko's parents were dismayed by the sentences received by their daughter's killers, and enjoined (For awhile, I saw enjoyed .) a civil suit against the parents of the boy in whose home the crimes were committed. When some of the convictions were overturned on the basis of problematic physical evidence (the semen and pubic hair recovered from the body did not match those of the boys who were arrested),(NO NEED TO MATCH WHAT. WERE FORENSIC OFFICERS A FEW YEARS AGO HALF BLIND ?) the lawyer handling the civil suit decided there was no case to be made and refused to represent them further.
(There is speculation that the evidence may have been contaminated—for example, by unidentified persons who raped Furuta.)

One of the most disturbing parts of this true story is that her killers are now free. After putting Junko Furuta through all that suffering, they are free men.

****-What they did to her and the suffering-****

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989.
They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead.
All this had happened to her while she was still alive.
They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire.
This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men.
Justice was never served, not even after 20 years. (FUCK . A BUNCH OF IRRESPONSIBLE PEOPLE . IF MEN AREN'T WILLING TO DO A THING 'BOUT IT , WHY DON'T WOMEN DO IT ?! SCARED AH ?)

They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable (Getting penetrated by a penis , no prob @ least . But wtf , iron rod + lit up fireworks... horrid.) suffering.

This story from 1989 is true.
~~Please spread her story around.~~
Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta's unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering,
~~and this is why this group has been made.~~
(I COPIED ALL THE WRITING FROM HERE Did some editing though.)

~~Invite your friends.~~
Never let her story be forgotten.
If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

What justice not served ?!
Those Japs should just block those bastards' assholes with bull shit .
Seriously . Or they can have mine . Smells the same . HAHAHA . JK .

My dinner is right infront of my eyes ,
but I'm too SICK to hold the spoon nao .
Just thinking 'bout skewer sticks inside vagina makes me puke a gazillion times . omg .
& I also don't feel like drinking my OJ :(
Makes me think of it as urine .

Tomorrow History test & I no NOTHING .
Yeah, I got tempted to sit down & play com .
Please don't say I'm so unreliable 'cos
WTF MAN .
You go open your History notes when your mind wants the com screen ,
see how you concentrate lah !

Ohwells, some people just don't want to change their perception .
It's almost 10 nao .
People like Sayara , Punam & Yanji sleep @ 10pm .
I wonder how the eff they get their sleep @ that time .
Like what the hell , when I go to bed @ that time ,
I'll be staring @ the blank ceiling or dreaming 'bout boys .

& OH ! I SUDDENLY REMEMBER THAT I HAVEN'T BLOG 'BOUT THE OUTING WITH YANJI,HER SIS & KOPI .

& ALSO THE OUTING WITH SILA & SONIKA .. WHICH WAS SO LONG AGO . OMG . Was it early this month or last year/month ?
Okay , I swear not studying 'til nao for that lil test will be one of my biggest miscues .
So , off I go !
*searchs for history books...*

Post 160 .

2010-01-26T21:44:00.002+08:00

I have ART & Scient homework to do but I'm here, in front of the com doing useless stuffs.

I'm still not trying hard to breakthrough .
But well, it's not easy .

I promise I will be such a responsible person by the end of this month .
I'll just take it that not being able to go to Boys Like Girls concert is my punishment
for not learning from my mistakes all these years .

Also , youknowwhoyouare ,
I don't know what the heck your problem with me is ,
but you just seem to act differently nao .
But still, for you, it's the problem with me
& just to let you know, I'm not gonna change for the sake of you .
Even though you didn't ask me to change or anything else .

I'm fed up with everything nao .
Back then, when I was still a child , life seemed to be so simple .
Nao, when I'm a teen , all grown up compared to before ,
Life seems to be a tideous chore .
I keep on waiting & waiting to have a good time,
& when something finally arrives right before me ,
I don't grab hold of it, even though I want it so badly ,
even though it'll be one of the best things in my life .

Oh well,
I'm just gonna keep repeating the sentence " EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON . " in my mind .

I'm in the mood to shit but dinner is right before my eyes
But, I've been holding this load of crap for a long time nao .
Sorry, I just felt the need to tell you that -.-

Ok seriously , I'm not in the mood to eat or whatsoever .
I;ts 9:44PM & I'm wondering how the fuck
I'll be able to finish up my homework .

& recently I joined IMVU .
Please don't say Barbie game lah .
Can flirt with girls & you can also scold other people anyhow .
Can promote your blog , can ... whateva man .

Post 159.

2010-01-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

All the ones who tried to tie you down
couldn't even start to understand,
couldn't find the words to hold your hand,
couldn’t comprehend the master plan.
All the books you started reading,
All the boys you started seeing,
every half completed sentiment that you always meant to say,
gets stuck inside a memory.

Like a miracle unfinished.

And you only feel like going back to where there's no place to stay.

Post 158 .

2010-01-23T20:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person
but when you see them smile,
you suddenly realize you're just pretending
you're over them to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours .

Post 157 .

2010-01-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

I don't get it, I did everything in the book .
I ignored you, I avoided you, I pretended, I faked it, I lied about it.
I still can't get over you, it's officially impossible !
I need guidance .

Simply love the lyrics . It's a Japanese song sang by FT Island , a Korean band .

It call talent lah.

& yes , I know I told y'all I post 'bout what has happened but laziness gets over me .
KK , I don't know what has happened to me .
Been playing com for more than 7 hours .
Initially , I wanted to watch One Piece or K-ON! the whole day , but I guess I procrastinate too much .

K nao there's so much people in my house to have dinner .
Both Mom & Dad is screaming out to me .

Today , Mom called out to me saying
"Hey , come here , I wanna tell you a thing."
You know sometimes , when your parents just say this , you get so curious .
Maybe because they seldom speak to you .
So , just so you know,
I ran to the kitchen like a dog & guess what the thing my Mom wanted to tell me ...

"Bring that broom over here."

My Mom is simply amazing .

Post 156 .

2010-01-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

Just in case the Mr. in my chatango didn't geddit ,

"Get out of tha way man , something smells fishy & it's prolly from your genitals .
If SIRJANA PAIJA , HERSELF ,WANTS TO HEAR THAT , THEN I'LL FUCKING RUN OUT OF MY HOUSE RIGHT NAO , @ 10PM , TO HER DOORSTEP & SAY IT RIGHT TO HER FACE .
Too fucking bad for you that you're fugly & no girl wants ya .
Don't blame the Koreans.
I'll ruin your fucking life before you even start thinking 'bout rocking it out ..
If you have issues with me liking Koreans,

DROP YOUR TWO SOFT BALLS OR STOP WRITING A BULL-SIZED CRAP ON MY BLOG . MAY-JAH ASSHOLE .
WHEN THE FUCK DID I SAY YOU , NEPALESE GUYS SUCK TO THE CORE .
JUST SHIT IT OUT TO YOUR MOM , DUDE ."

GO & EAT MY SAY !

kk , too much attention going there so I know that fucktard will surely speak 'bout it .
I blog 'bout whatever happened tomorrow .. or maybe sometime later .
I'm getting busier these days .
Math test tomorrow . Sure phail .
History next Thursday, phail as well .
KK ! CIAOOOOOO .

Too much shit in my post = lousy life .
Mr ... lalalalalala ~

Post 155 .

2010-01-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

I stopped tossing coins into the fountain a long time ago .
I don't cross my fingers anymore or make a wish when I blow out my birthday candles .
I guess it's because the normal side of me finally realized that no matter what dumb things I do, the things I wish for won't happen .

I've given up .
I feel much more better nao .
At least, for nao, I do.

Bye Key ,
Bye Martin ,

Ten years from nao, I'll reminisce about this
& think how much pain I went through .
Though it wasn't like as if you knew ,
though it was just me alone ,
I will .

Post 154 .

2010-01-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

I had always been told that looking back on the cries would make me laugh .
I believed it. I've lived it. I've done that.
But I had never thought that looking back on the laughs would make me cry. But it really does. And I've done both.
Been there, done that.
Cried and used more than my fair share of tissues.
But I've also rolled off of my best friend's bed more then once from laughing so hard.
And sometimes, the tears come from laughing too hard.
But mostly they come from looking back on the great times.
And you just have to plan your life to whether or not it will make you laugh.
And if it's not, is it really worth it ?

Why am I feeling like this . I'm not being myself .
C'mon Jess !
ROCK YOUR LIFE BEFORE IT ENDS !

Post 153 .

2010-01-16T21:17:00.002+08:00

Okay so , I haven't blogged for ages .
But please , I really did miss posting
& I also had sleepless nights 'cos I kept worrying about my blog visitors
-.-" Oh well .

School's getting on fine .
Just that there's heaps of homework everyday .
& I also have tuition classes nao .
So .. more & more work .
Haiss ! But seriously , tuition's really fun 'cos everyone I like is there ! :D
Oh well , with the exception of Sirjana Paija .
I shall let you guys know that she's been getting on my nerves lately
& nao , I've had enough so I'm gonna say something to her & let you all read it too . Can't update it in Facebook status ... don't know why I can't click the "Share" button . But oh well . I'll make it up for that very soon : )

I'm capable of doing anything , afterall .
I'm just gonna say it all nao .
One example of the situation
"You hate me , I hate you . You love me , I love you ."

DEAR SIRJANA PAIJA , (Yellow the fugliest colour is used .)

DON'T FUCKING TALK LIKE YOU HAVE ZERO FLAWS .
DON'T TALK BIG JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE FUCKING OLDER THAN ME BY 2 YEARS
& FUCKING TALLER THAN ME BY LESS THAN 2 INCHES !
I'VE BEEN WONDERING SINCE DAY 1 WHY THE FUCK YOU'RE BIGGER THAN MY MOM .
I SHOULD TELL YOU STRAIGHT ON THE FACE THAT YOU HAVE A DAMN FUGLY FIGURE .
YOUR EYES AREN'T BIG ENOUGH ,
WHY SAY MINE IS SO SMALL ?
& please ! For the sake of the living in Haiti ,
STOP BEING SO UNFRIENDLY .
So nao , you should shut your fucking hell up . Unless you want to have your next period through your nose .

THIS SHOULD LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I HATE SIRJANA PAIJA , yes , Rama's elder sis & Dhanit's younger sis .

Yeah , I don't mind if you pass it on to everyone .
Afterall , it's a fact that I hate her & I can't wait for her to embarrass herself or cease outta this world forever .
No , I won't miss her .
I'm tryna be as calm as possible nao .

I'm not wrong to have said everything , k .
I was critisised .

Critisised as in , being lowly handled , features (My eyes rawkz your vagina off , so shutup .) , height ( isn't it features also ? -.-") , behaviour / attitude .

For God's sake , OPEN YOUR EYES , EVERYONE .
I'M NOT THAT GIRL WHICH YOU SEE IN YOUR MIND WHEN YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES .

I've changed . For the better .
& adding on , there's gonna be hell lotta changes nao .

P.S. I didn't take much courage to post this .
So , with that , I shall rest my case .
Gonna think 'bout how to shorten my text & post it up on Facebook !
Gonna be so fun ! ^0^

P.P.S Go rub your vagina with onions if you think I should ignore those hurtful remarks & bury the hatchet instead of making her a nemesis .
SHE DESERVED THIS !
SHE ASKED FOR IT HERSELF .

More postscripts :

I shall no longer care about what the others say .
Why should I live life with a facade ?
Why the FUCK should I put up with someone I plainly hate .
I'm just gonna say it all loudly & also PROUDLY
who I hate & who I love ,
my opinions ,
my feelings ,
& everything 'bout those people I see .

So here it ANOTHER thing I've been wanting to say .
I HATE SNSD / GIRLS GENERATION .
People have their own likings ! I'm VERYYY SURE you've heard that before .
So why the hell are fellow SNSD fans trying to force their opinions on others ?
I don't care whether Tae Yeon has a sweet voice , neither do I care whether Hyo Yeon dances like a freak .

I just hate SNSD & I look out for more groups who are more passionate about music , not seducing men .

& oh oh , I think I love Gagaloo !
Her personality rawkz man !

SHE BROUGHT THE HAIR BOW TREND .
& NAO , IT'S SUPERSIZED !
Holyy balls . It's 9:15PM nao .
Just having dinner & I haven't finished my tuition homework .
Class is @ 9AM tomorrow . I'll be very sure to wake up early & leave early . Or else , embarrassing !

Post 152 .

2010-01-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

FOR ALL THOSE LADIES OUT THERE DYING TO GET NICE HAIR ...
CHECK THIS OUT!!!
(Hair Extension @ FEP or Bugis.. only in Singapore , by the way.)
Aw man , if only I were an O level student last year . I could have seriously put extensions !!
But arghh , it lasts so long , guess you'll have to pull it out yourself .

BUT GUESS WHAT ?!
In Milly's (check their site above) they take it out for FREEEEEEEE .

Seriously . I ALWAYS wonder why my parents gave birth to me so LATE .
And I ALSO ALWAYS WONDER WHY THE FUCK I DON'T PUT MY SCHOOL WORK ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I'LL BE MINCED MEAT IF I DON'T DO THE WORK !

Always mann . Never have I learned the lesson after ages .
It's become a habit of mine already .
Oh well , I'll be waiting for March holidays .
COME SOON , YO .
I want a new set of hair .
KK . I'm off to shed the load of crap lying on my messy table .

P.S. Either you change that low life of yours , or get out of my life .

Post 151 .

2010-01-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

Tons of homework left undone on my desk .
It's past 930PM and almost 10PM & tomorrow , there's school .
No recess before History class & seriously , I've done NOTHING .

Argh ! This is SO MOTHAFUCKING FRUSTRATING !!!

Not only have I not done History work (which is TONS , itself) , there's Science (2 questions undone . Hope HL Lim doesn't keel me.) & ... what else ? MATH !!!

History home work :
Artifact - Need to bring something precious to my family .
Notes - Need to draw 4 mind maps regarding the same repeated questions . Crap .
Design file cover - NO FILE HOW TO DESIGN LEH ??

WHAT IS WRONG WITH BARTLEY ?!

None of my friends in other schools have homework . Why my school have ?!
Bartley is seriously munching on my awesome 100 zillion ram brain .

SO WHAT IF THEY(Principal/VP/ANYONE IN BARTLEY) CAN FIND OUT MY BLOG .
SO WHAT IF RANGEN HAS FACEBOOK .
EAT MY SHIT , ALL OF YOU .
SCARED FOR WHAT .
IT'S YOURS WHAT , NOT THEIR'S .

I swear I'm not gonna close my blog or delete my Facebook account for some retard who thinks having dyed hair stinks .
Hmph , you all can go milk a cow while I play Farmville .

Cb , all these are making me feel lousy ! Damn fucking old com ! Cb Interent ! Suddenly disconnected & my K-ON! couldn't load .

EVERYTHING IS GETTING ON MY NERVES !
WHY WHY WHYYY !
Oh , Alysa just called me . Thought it was Sumi ..

Bye world !
See in you in class tomorrow or I'll see you in heaven ;)

GAUTAM TAMANG IS SICK IN THE HEAD !
Click to enlarge . It's lag-free :B

Post 151 .

2010-01-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

Tons of homework left undone on my desk .
It's past 930PM and almost 10PM & tomorrow , there's school .
No recess before History class & seriously , I've done NOTHING .

Argh ! This is SO MOTHAFUCKING FRUSTRATING !!!

Not only have I not done History work (which is TONS , itself) , there's Science (2 questions undone . Hope HL Lim doesn't keel me.) & ... what else ? MATH !!!

History home work :
Artifact - Need to bring something precious to my family .
Notes - Need to draw 4 mind maps regarding the same repeated questions . Crap .
Design file cover - NO FILE HOW TO DESIGN LEH ??

WHAT IS WRONG WITH BARTLEY ?!

None of my friends in other schools have homework . Why my school have ?!
Bartley is seriously munching on my awesome 100 zillion ram brain .

SO WHAT IF THEY(Principal/VP/ANYONE IN BARTLEY) CAN FIND OUT MY BLOG .
SO WHAT IF RANGEN HAS FACEBOOK .
EAT MY SHIT , ALL OF YOU .
SCARED FOR WHAT .
IT'S YOURS WHAT , NOT THEIR'S .

I swear I'm not gonna close my blog or delete my Facebook account for some retard who thinks having dyed hair stinks .
Hmph , you all can go milk a cow while I play Farmville .

Cb , all these is making me feel lousy ! Damn fucking old com ! Cb Interent ! Suddenly disconnected & my K-ON! couldn't load .

EVERYTHING IS GETTING ON MY NERVES !
WHY WHY WHYYY !
Oh , Alysa just called me . Thought it was Sumi ..

Bye world !
See in you in class tomorrow or I'll see you in heaven ;)

GAUTAM TAMANG IS SICK IN THE HEAD !
Click to enlarge . It's lag-free :B

Post 150 : Yanji .

2010-01-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

It looks like our Yanji has gotten another birthday wish ! :D
It's Facebook group lah .
Anyway , I'm rushing this nao ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANJI .

THANKS FOR LOVING ME SO MUCH ,
THANKS FOR BEING MY SENIOR .
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND FOR 5-6 DIFFICULT YEARS .
Thank you for everything ! Without you , there'd be so less to talk 'bout .
You were the only friend I had who shared the same interest .
I've known you for soooo long but I know ZERO secrets 'bout you .
It's time we both open up nao . You know how I'm like , don't you ?
I've changed for the better but you're still the same .
All the best in your life , makes lotsa cool friends in Beatty
& also , find a boyfriend soon & also introduce boys to.. JUST KIDDING !

Alright yo , just remember that I love you tons !

Post 149 : Long one .

2010-01-08T20:58:00.001+08:00

Hai guys , sorry for neglecting my awesome blog !
There's so many things I needa update 'bout but
I don't know where & how to start from . And also includes laziness .

Oh well . I'll just post whateva I remember .

5 Jan ,
EPITOME OF ~~NERDS~~ NEWCOMERS .
I got a scoling from Wong May Lin for my hair on Jan 4 &
SHE WANTED TO SEE MY HAIR IN BLACK RIGHT THE NEXT DAY .
She called my parents on the second day . How awesome can Bartley Secondary School be ..
So , on Jan 5 , I showed her my shinyyy azn black hair & wow ,
she sibeh not satisfied asked me to clip up fringe .

SERIOUSLY , HOW THE FUCK DOES HEAVY FRINGE/DYED HAIR/ANKLE SOCKS/SHORT SKIRTS/TUCKED OUT SHIRTS AFFECT OUR STUDIES ??!?!

Okay lah .. maybe SHORT SKIRTS not allowed 'cos got chikopeh(perverts) .. -.- I'm writing in major bad slangs .. Sorryyy !

I SWEAR I WILL JUST GO & MARRY THE GUY(yes,even if he's as old as my dad)WHO WILL CHANGE THOSE FUCKING STUPID RULES ...

Oh well . I doubt even after a million centuries pass , HEAVY FRINGE/DYED HAIR/ANKLE SOCKS/SHORT SKIRTS/TUCKED OUT SHIRTS won't be allowed !
In elementary/middle school in Singapore .
Concerning the States , the UK .. I do NOT know .

Anyway , I did as instructed . And yeah , I was told everyone looks @ me while I walk . Don't wanna talk 'bout it .

On 6 Jan ,
I had a hard time getting neat in school .
Oh well , I really didn't plan to write 'bout school but .. nothing else + exciting .
Oh yeah , I forgot to tell ya , HOME ECONS FUNNN ! :D Jue Jue is my partner & I absolutelyyy love her . She's 2 years older than me .
Wow .
Oh well .

7 Jan - which was yesterday .
I actually wanted to post yesterday but darnn .. Internet was ruined yesterday . Couldn't Plurk & Farmville :(
Oh well .
School was okay . Double choco chip ice cream on the way back home .
Alysa & Prabha (my mates) are getting more & more fun !
Been chatting alot with Heng Wei & Wahidah . Woohoo !

& also , I'D LIKE TO ANNOUNCE THIS TO ALL OF YOU ...

I HATE PEOPLE WHO STARTS TO ACT COOL OR STARTS TO RAISE THEIR VOLUME TONE ONLY WHEN THE TEACHER ISN'T AROUND .
DON'T YOU FIND IT AWKWARD ? SPLIT PERSONALITY OR WHAT ?

'Cos you know , my class has pupils like that .
& seriously , I could tell you I was like that during my elementary school days .
But hell , we all have grown up . What's with that facade ??
SCARED TO SHOW YOUR TRUE SELF THEN GET OUT OF THE CLASS LOR .
When I speak to them , they talk like as if they're talking to a mosquito .
If that's the case then DON'T EVEN TALK TO ME !

TODAYYYYYY
I SWEAR I LOVED SCHOOL TODAY !!!
Maybe because I needn't see Wong & Gwee(All time hated) ..
Anyway , I took some screen shots & whooooo ! I think they're cool !
Oh well , I'm only gonna post ONE pic .
I've been on the com since ... 3PM ? & nao it's almost 9PM .
Terrible , but I can't seem to stop my bad habits .

CHECK THIS OUT ! Drawn by Sumitra with MSN drawing tool ! It's bloody hard but she did it really well -.-
A+ man !
& oh , the guy/cartoon in the pic is eating shit :D

Oh well .. Gonna prepare for the next post . It's for someone significant in my life ! :D

edit : The guy above is Dhan Gurung . He's eating shit 'cos he said Jessica from SNSD is the hottest among all .
Holy .

Post 148 .

2010-01-04T19:02:00.001+08:00

Okay , so .. where do I start from ?
Although more than half the day has passed . Or quarter ?
Aw ! Gonna phail my Math !

But all I can associate my school's first day with is
TRAGEDY !

Holyyyy . Things didn't turn out right & I bet I made a laughing stock of myself .

#1 : I was almost late for school . A few mins saved me !

#2 : ~~I don't know why~~ My skirt's end was don't know what .. FLYING ?
It's 'cos Mom folded the end & sew it then ironed it . So messy ! Swear I look so idiotic lor . But nao fixed : ) So no need worry for tomorrow ..

#3 : I was scared to enter/leave school ! ('Cos of boys lah aiyo ..)

#4 : I was lost the moment I entered school ... lovelyy . Asked some brainless people for directions & in the end , I got to the top floor & was lost again . Thank God there was this councillor !

Okay , I actually forgot about blogging 'cos I'm watching One Piece

Anyway , first day & one guy from 2N2 said
"HEY I WANT YOUR NUMBER LEH !"
Obviously I had no time to rush down the stairs & give him my number right .
Some more I was late .

I told some others about what happened , they didn't believe me lor .

Anyway , in class , I'm placed beside Shanti & some noob boys ...
CB . There's this lardbag called James (don't care if he ever sees this) ... it's the first day & he's already gotten into the teacher's good books !! Sucking up man !

& oh , I have to be in the same CCA for the next 4 years or so ! WTF .
I WANT TO TRY NEW THINGS LEH .

Principal = Talking machine .

Sorry for my slang but One Piece's distracting me alot .
--.--

Man , I miss chatting to my usuals on MSN . I miss writing shit load of nonsense on Sumi's Facebook wall ..
I miss stalking boys on MySpace & Facebook .
I miss getting into verbal fights . I miss laughing out loud .

When will I get to do all those ?

When .

Post 147 .

2010-01-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

Uhm guys , I won't be updating blog today ..
I mean , I've nothing to say .

School's re-opening tomorrow so good luck to you all .
I'm gonna have to go to a party nao .

Mom - "Better dye your hair black."
Me - "HOW MANY TIMES DO I NEED TO TELL YOU , I DON'T WANT !"

Once I've decided to something , you can't change a thing of it .
That's my character , so ... no sorry for ya .

P.S. It'll be hard for me to play com from tomorrow onwards .
Why ?
School .

Post 146 .

2010-01-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

Oh , I forgot about New Year resolutions .
I don't know whether to keep them or not .

But anyway , if I ever plan to have one ,
on #1 will be always be happy .
There's nothing else I want in this world except happiness .

& of course that HAPPINESS consists of so many things .
So .. nao ,

I'm just waiting for the day in my life that
I no longer feel sad & I'm no longer afraid to die .
I admit I made too mistakes here & there ,
But everything's alright now .
I was numb , but now I can feel .
I was blind , but now I can see .
The only thing I can't solve now is love .

An important lesson to learn : If you love someone, set him free . If it was meant to be, he will come back to you .

I'll be satisfied as long as I can feel love again .
I don't want to hurt myself .
To me , who is someone so emotional , it'll take years to recover after the hurt inflicted on myself .

There's gonna be a hell lot of changes in me nao .
I don't care who you are or what you've done ,
YOU have to accept it .

xoxo

P.S. iPhone suck . Who agrees ?

Post 145 : Quiz

2010-01-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

So , today , I went out with relatives .
Not as bad as I expected it to be ...

I got my school stuffs (FINALLY MAN . FINALLY !) & I don't really like the bag ... I hate the brand Dickies . Oh well .

--Please don't read from here onwards if you don't live in SG--

From Bugis to OG to Little India .

I went inside Dorothy P. & rumbled every corner of the store ..
I REALLY LOVE THE BAG MANXXXX .

Cuzz - "Oh ! This bag costs just 15 bucks !"
Me - "Asshole . You're looking @ the UK price . It's 15 POUNDS !"

-_____________________-"

Anyway , when I reached OG , my slippers suddenly tore & I was like what the fuck .
Bought a pretty ugly slippers @ Billabong ...
I DON'T LIKE BILLA ! OR BILL ...
Heck care . I just want my CHANEL bag .

There was this mall in Little India or somewhere , God knows where ..
Bought lots of snacks there . I arrived in a bakery & bought Hawaiin pizza , the others ate at Komala Villas(hope this is the right name) ..
I ate pizza in an Indian restaurant -.- I wonder if they felt sad or critisised .

Please lah , I'm not a racist . I love everyone .
I ate some of Mom's & Cuzzie's Masala Dosa ...
People there gave me the creeps , no doubt .
But I don't care .
There's a new mall near there called City Square Mall .
Korean food are found there .
Missed Seoul Garden in Bugis , and also that Korean restaurant . Haiss .

After that , went Subway . Only had cookies .
Sorry uh , but the sandwiches there don't appease me much .
I just like the M&M cookies & chocolate chip cookies .

--- End of the Singaporean shit ---

I needa go take a dump nao . Have been holding on for 2 hours .
Oh wait , having pizza nao x) x) x)

Anyway , I'll do this quiz/survey nao ...

Whats your name? - Jesinta .
What is your age? - Believe it , I'm 12 .
Have you ever lied about your age? - In Facebook , I did .
Have you ever chatted in a chat room? - DUH .
What is the best thing that has happened to you today? - Uhm ... I don't know ?
Where do you live? - Mount Vernon Camp Blk 52 #15-14 .
Do you know what bfe stands for? - No . FML .
Do watch merry christmas charlie brown every year? - No .
Do you enjoy going to the football game every friday? - My ass .
Were you ever a cheerleader? - No . No interest at all .
Do you like going to pep-rallys? - No . Who likes to hear bull shit ??
Do you think what adam lambert did on the ama's was wrong? - NO . He was just being himself !
What is the latest book you read? - My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult . I haven't finish it yet .
Are you stilll in high school? - Have yet to reach high school :(
What is your favorite genre of movies? - Comedy ? I've scared myself so much by horror movies .
Have you ever been in love? - Right nao , I am .
Do you have a current bf/gf? - Truthfully , no .
Would you rather be tickled or punched? - Tickled .
Do you like playing sports? - YEAH !
Do you have an extra-curricular activity? - Not nao .

If you guys are wondering what Adam Lambert did in the AMA's , check it out on YouTube . I don't feel like embedding or playing with the codes nao .
Seriously needa go take a dump !

Post 144 : New Year's Day .

2010-01-01T21:36:00.001+08:00

I feel sick nao . I slept @ 3AM last night :(
Thought & thought & thought about how unlucky , how bad , how ~~awesome~~ dreadful my life is .

I don't know whether I should be rejoicing that a painful year has just passed & a fresh and joyful one is starting ...

Oh . Yeah , Happy New Year , dear readers . I know my blog is boring but I just wrote for my past time . I know I always neglect my blog .. Hey wait , I've been blogging so often these days ! :D
I'm happy :)
God bless you all .
Keep on visiting my site & your life will improve by 53.77% , I promise .

Please read the next paragraph if you're someone who texts me alot . If not , you can skim it or you can read at your own risk . I don't care ...

[ I'm really sorry for not wishing y'all .. No wait . I'm not sorry !
It isn't my fault that that stupid asshole Starhub decided not to send my messages @ 12AM . See , I did try okay .. I tried until 12:40AM !
40 FUCKING MISERABLE MINS !
Complained to Dad about StarHub .. Okay , more likely begging him to put SingTel plan on my phone -.-
Uber embarrassing .
But @ 2AM , I sent every message I could send . I was so hungry that time , I had to fight my poor hunger pangs for an hour . & I finally had a good 9 hours of sleep : ) ]

I was watching that TV programme on Ch 5 (Yes that Live Countdown show) & wow ,
I SAW THAT BOYS LIKE GIRLS CONCERT ADVERTISEMENT ...
Darn TV had to remind me ! :(

Catching BLG LIVE is MY DREAM .
And I can't believe there's so many obstacles between me & my dream .
I'm not proud to be an azn . So , just asking God to make me a Westerner in my next life . I don't want Korean already ..

I have a feeling Mom & Dad will take away Internet from com and add one to my phone ! :D
MUHAHAHAHA .
I don't care about others as long as I can blog , Facebook , Plurk and MSN .
I happy already lah .

Dad got promoted so more $$$$$
Oh , if you didn't know ,
MONEY MAKES ME SOOOOOO HAPPY !
You must be one rich fucktard if you don't love money ..
Don't look down on me . Go ask your elder sis whether she got money crisis or not .
Money can't buy happiness ???
Please . Once money acquired , happiness gained !

I can't wait to grow up ! I'll live a wonderful life like a celeb , except the paparazzi & red carpet part , party till dawn , shop till dusk .
Spank every dawg , tease every bitch .
I'm totally kidding about the spanking & teasing part ! I'm not so mean .

I remember I once used to like Oprah Winfrey , yes that woman who's the richest celeb , & then I was day dreaming that I'll beg her for money when I see her just once !
See , Jess is so desperate for cash :(

Okay waittaa .. Farmville-ing ...

Okay , I'll post about my outing today in another post k .
I needa go learn how to play dota ..
Even though I hate it .
-________-;;

Post 143 .

2009-12-31T21:44:00.000+08:00

I won't be posting much today .
I needa go nao 'cos it's been more than 7 hours (7 only ?!) since I started playing com .
My head's spinning twice as fast as a turbine .
Mad case .

Anyway , I'm having dinner nao & it's past 9 .. almost 10 : )
I'm going out tomorrow .
I hope our plan won't backfire 'cos I needa buy important stuffs .

I'm just gonna post a pic to let you all (especially to those who love BLG/Martin Johnson) know that

I LOVE MARTIN .

Though I know Martin is old enough to be my Mom's younger brother ,

MARTIN JOHNSON = MY LIFE .

& oh , I'm finally getting a chance to see my fav band LIVE in Singapore . BUT WTF , I'M SCARED TO MEET 'EM PLUS I DON'T HAVE ANYONE TO GO WITH ME.

Last night , my heart felt pain again .
I'm just plain unlucky .
I just hope I'll get over with it asap .
Thanks Sumi .

xoxo .

Post 142 .

2009-12-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

So , yesterday , I went out with cuzz .
Sudi didn't join in afterall .
Ate @ macs & Sakae sushi .
Jenny MRT-ed all the way to Tp to meet us .
:) Realllyyyy fun @ the arcade .
Tomorrow , Jenny says going out to celebrate New Year's .
I'm invited .

But crap , Mom doesn't allow .

I'm having a stupid headache nao .
I also needa go relieve myself .
Almost gonna leak ... I mean the urine -.-
Chatting with SIX different people @ the same time .
Wrong time . Sheesh .

My blog was advertised in some stupid US site .
LOL .
Better like my blog . Have been changing soo many things .
Looked for a better skin but I always end up with this template -.-

Most people who come to my blog DOESN'T TAG ! (e.g.Trishta)
Anyway , just darn happy I had 26 different visitors yesterday

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

I'm currently having ZERO verbal fights .
Missed them alot .
I would put him on my pipe & smokee him !
K , I'll drop the talk .

Feel so tired all of a sudden .
& oh ,
I look like a dorky retard on my new glasses .
No doubt that I'm not gonna wear 'em daily to school .
Didn't expect this .
I thought I had SO much to post , but turns out the other way round -.-

I'm looking for Lady GaGa's Bad Romance MV on YouTube but
seriously ,
I END UP SEEING SOME NIGGA'S FACE INSTEAD OF GAGALOO .

PLEASE LAH . STOP GIVING YOUR VID A TITLE NAME : "LADY GAGA - BAD ROMANCE (FULL MV)" & STATE YOUR FUCKING OPINION INSTEAD . CB .

I really wanna see the dance :(
Argh .
Gonna go relieve nao .
& I wanna know what the fuck the emoticon " :X " means !!
Last time when I using Sony Ericsson phone , it was kisses(Rlly.) but then I saw :X somewhere & it was *keeping silent*

Answer on the chatboard .

Tatas .

P.S. I just asked Yagya & he says it's don't want to tell .
Guess Sony needs a lil extra kick .

Post 141 .

2009-12-28T22:36:00.001+08:00

Arghhh . I'm sooooo boredd !

Cb . I'm stuck here with a lousy Cookie & there , above is a Pink BlackBerry with Pink diamonds on it .

SO EFFING JEALOUSSSSSSSSSSS .
Anyway , BB is for business -.-
Ima student so , Sony E's walkman should be mine but their design , eww .
Though I like a thing about them - WiFi : )

Seriously , I can die to get Internet on my phone !
No internet on phone = useless .

Anyway , KPOP LOVERS . GOOD NEWS !

Esplanade Presents
Korean Drama Favourites - The Music of Joon-Sung Oh
1 & 2 Feb 2010, Mon & Tue
Esplanade Concert Hall
7.30pm

If you're also a fan of korean drama such as My Girl, Boys before Flowers, Witch Amusement, The King & I and Great Inheritance... this is a concert you cannot miss!

Performed by SHINee, Mario & Bobby Kim

Tickets:
$150, $130, $110*, $90**
Limited Concessions for NSF, students and senior citizens: $95*, $75**

Be the first to BOOK YOUR TICKETS next week at all SISTIC outlets or on www.esplanade.com

Please don't ask me WTF NSF is .

I will go BLG's & this concert .
Though it's not SHINee's (solo) concert .
Will still get to see them ! Wahh , dream come true ^0^
& oh , I wanna buy the most expensive tix . Which is 150 bucks ?
Maybe students get a discount ? I really want the front row mann .
& about BLG ... I think I'm the only one in GC so motha effing excited about it .. Oh well , I love Martin Johnson .
& there is nothing you can do to change a thing 'bout it .

ONE MAJOR PROBLEM : I AM AFRAID OF MEETING IDOLS .

So ... anyone wanna come with me to BLG's con ? I am fucking alone lor .
But I seriously love them . They've come in my dreams zillions of times .
EVEN MORE THAN THOSE KOREANS .
AND THAT GUY I LIKE . AND IT INCLUDES KEY .

I shall take a break from Kpop nao .
It's been tiring .
Sheeshh .
Going out tomorrow . Still don't know whether I should go with cuzz .
She's bringing Sudi & I'm seriously NOT close with her .
& I'm in zero mood to socialise .
& wtf , I told cuzz going @ 2 or 230 & awesome ,
she told me Sudi will tell her whether she'll be going with us or not by 1PM .

Life is so fucked up . & you can do NOTHING but accept it .
So cruel . Am I the only unlucky person in this world ?

Post 140 : Quiz .

2009-12-27T21:29:00.001+08:00

I seriously had NOTHING to do .
So , here , I did this .

Name 10 of your friends in your head now and write the names of all 10 people below, then answer questions…
No Cheating!!!
——————————————————————-
1. Sila
2. Sumitra
3. Mallu
4. Trishta
5. Kopila
6. Celine
7. Susmita
8. Resham
9. Jenny
10. Yagya
(No idea why they all ran through my mind .)
——————————————————————-
How did you meet 10(Yagya)?
- When I was 4 , in nursery school .

Have you ever seen 4(Trishta) cry?
- Nope . She looks like a strong person .

Would 4(Trish) and 2(Sumi) make a good couple?
- Oh well , maybe they do x)

Are you good friends with 5(Kopi)?
- OFCOURSE ! She's my baby <3

Do you think 5(Kopi) is cute?
- So cuteee that I stole some of her cuteness last night .

Something about number 1(Sila)?
- Sentimental yet funny .

How did you meet 8(Resham)?
- We're relatives . He watched me grow up .

What’s 7’s(Susmita's) favorite color?
- OKAY , I DO NOT KNOW :(

What would you do if 6(Celine) just confessed that they liked you?
- If she's lesbian & really confesses , I'll reject .

Fact about 9(Jenny)?
- Best Mom . Jk . She rockz .

What does 1(Sila) do for a living?
- She's still studying .

Would you ever live with 8(Resham)?
- NEVER .

Is 2(Sumi) single?
- Chansung's gf .

Where does 7(Susmita) live?
- MVC , BABAI . 4th floor -.-

What do you think about 2(Sumi)?
- Excellent friend <3

Whats the worst and best thing about 5(Kopi)?
- Worst: She pokes stomachs alot . Best: She's worth trusting & always makes me happy .

Who is 10(Yagya) going out with?
- He's single .

What do you like about number 3(Mallu)?
- Character , body , hair ... I think it's everything -.-

I hate Resham NO MORE .

& guys , I'm on Plurk one-third of the day . Believe it .
Didn't go Converse with cuzzie after all .
Shit , there goes the striped top I like !
Anyway , ciao .
OH YEAH , BLG(BOYS LIKE GIRLS) in SG on 28th Jan 2010 8PM @ Compass Ballroom .
I wanna go but Bro wants to tag along . Sheesh .
I'm off . Catch me on Plurk .

P.S. There was a problem with the coding , needed to edit 6 times to post this up . Better like it .

Post 139 : Too cool to be a dhoti .

2009-12-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

Back from boring Toa Payoh .
Woohooo ! I orderd my GEEKEHH glasses with cuzzie : )
Shall be a nerd in my sec school .

My plan :

Sec 1 - Nerd , slack abit .
Sec 2 - Xtra nerd .
Sec 3 - Supa nerd .
Sec 4 - Be a nerd 'til brain starts getting bigger in size .

Ok , if I'm a nerd , OFCOURSE I'LL STAY IN THE SAME STREAM .

Anyway , had KFC after agessss .
Saw sooo many bags which gripped my heart , but ughh , MOM !
Anyway , I have to go back all the way to TP on Tues with cuzz to collect specs & .... BUY ALL THE THINGS I'VE BEEN CRAVING FOR !
I don't care if that bag costs 60 bucks . Gonna geddittt !

But wait , my Chanel -.- -.- -.-
I shall get over the want for a DSLR . & also that brandless $60 bag .

I should be watching Momo Love nao but needed to blog !
& WTF , last night/midnight , @ around 1AM , I sent Kopi a message asking her to text me as soon as she reaches SG . Dang , no reply :(
I hope she really is back .
& whoo ! Going converse sale again tomorrow . With cuzzie : )

P.S. Cuzz/Cuzzie = cousin . Geekeh = Geeky . Gedditt = Get it . TP = Toa Payoh .

Post 138 : Boxing Day

2009-12-26T13:18:00.000+08:00

Hiya guys !
I'm going out with Mom & cousin in half an hour's time .
Well , today shall be my day !
Splurge , splurge , splurge ! :D

Happy Boxing Day , everyone !

Toodles !
& of course , I'll update more later on .
Fo' nao , I shall ponder over what brand of AZN BLACK hair dye to
put on my lousy hair ...

P.S. I look like retard in Bartley's PE attire .
P.P.S. I look like an extreme nerd in Bartley's uniform .
So much for being a Bartleyan .
Sheeeeesshhh !

Post 137 : Quiz .

2009-12-25T22:31:00.001+08:00

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name – Jesinta Gurung
2. Nicknames – Jesin , Jess .
3. Birth place – Nepallll
4. Hair colour – Brown .
5. Natural hair style – Curlyy lor .
6. Eye Colour – Black .
7. Birthday – May 17 .
8. Mood – Right nao , uber upset + bored .
9. Favorite colour – Pink lah .
10. One place you'd like to visit - Korea & also my hometown .

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - Uh-huh .
2. Do you believe in love at first sight- Maybe .
3. Do you currently have a crush?- Yepyepyep .
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – OFCOURSEEE .
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart – Yeshh :B
6. Have you ever had your heart broken – You know it .
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - YA . I'm shy when it comes to love .
8. Are you afraid of commitment – Nope .
9. Who was the last person you hugged – Uhh ...
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?- My ILYs are always meant for Key .

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - OI . DON'T DOUBT MY INNOCENCE ! LOVE OF COURSE .
2. Hard liquor or beer – Beer ?
3. Cats or dogs - Neitherr ! I hate hate HATEE animals !
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – Few Bfs .
5. Creamy or Crunchy - CREAMY ON CRUNCHY ! :D
6. Pencil or Pen – Pencil . It can make you create nicee sketches x)
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – In my life , I NEED both .
8. Money or Happiness - If I have money , I can buy CHANEL & TOPSHOP as much as I like .. that's happiness , isn't it ?
9. Night or day – Nightyy night !
10. IM or phone – Phone .

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out – Nahhh . I'm good @ this .
2. Seen a polar bear – Yeahh , was so fascinated -.-
3. Done something you regret – YAAAAHH .
4. Bungee jumped – No , but I can die to do it !
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor- Hahaha ! Yeahh . Nepali :)
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – No .
7. Been caught naked – HAHA . NO .
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back- Let it go .
9. Cried because you lost a pet- So mawkish .
10. Wanted to disappear – Uhm , maybe ?

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes – Smile !! If smile not nice , then eyes lor -.-
2. Light or dark hair – Light .
3. Hugs or kisses – I want both actually ...
4. Shorter or taller – You mean than me ? TALLER OF COURSE . I DON'T WANT A MIDGET FOR A BOYFRIEND !
5. Intelligence or attraction – Both !
6. Topman or Zara – TOPMAN beginning to suck ..
7. Funny or serious – Both .. When I'm sad , he can make me smile :)
8. Older or Younger – Older : )
9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing !! Quiet = Moron .
10. Sweet or Bad – I want sweeeet & romanticc !

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd – YESH YESH . BANGLA DANCE ON STAGE !!
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Yepp !
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – Will look so dumb lah .
4. Ever been to a rock concert – Nah .
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – Nuh-uh .
6. Ever been on a dance team – Uhh ...
7. Ever been on a sports team – YUPP !
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – Yeah lah .
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – Gonna own a Lamborghini a few years later :)
10. Ever been in a rap video?- Noo . But if Eminem invites me then ... :):)

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - Jenny !
2. Last person you hugged – Don't remember ..
3. Last person you hung out with - Mom ?
4. Last time you worked – Ages ago !
5. Last person you talked to – Hari(Rakesh)/Sameer/Jenny . Talking @ the same time . LOL .
6. Last person you IM'd - Aaron lah . He went NY . So good .
7. Last person you texted - Mallu ! <33
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – Uhm ...
9. Last person/thing you missed – PERSONS : KOPILA , MALLU , YANJI . THING : KOPI'S JOKES , MALLU'S HP , YANJI'S EXPRESSIONLESS FACE . 10. Last website visited – Sudiana's blog
& that's where I got this quiz from !
Ok , I've seriously gone crazy .
Com since 2:30PM . It's nao , 10:30PM .
I ALWAYS PLAY THIS MUCH ,
I HATE MYSELF .
UGH , HEADACHEEEEEEEEEEE !

Post 136 : Short post .

2009-12-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

Newww skin !

I think I shall stick to my old one ...
Click the image to enlarge .
I'm having a freakass headache nao .
Mountain Dew , Pepsi , Mineral Water , Barley Water ..
ALL doesn't help .
:(
So much for Christmas .

Post 135 : Christmas sucked .

2009-12-25T18:35:00.001+08:00

Mom - "Your friends aren't worth your trust . Why do you always end up betrayed ?"

For once , I thought 'bout it .
It's soooo truee .

& guys , please , please , pleaseee
DoN't WrItE lIkE tHiS !

It's freaking hard to read , as you can see .
Xmas today is gonna be hell ~~fun~~ boring for me .
Haiss , roads to ION are closed -.-
How to go out ??
I seriously regret NOT going out with Jenny yesterday !
God knows how much fun she & Asma had @ Bugis .

Fuck . Karma bit me back ?
Oh fuck , what have I done wrong ?!
What kind of judgement is this ??

I make sure my Xmas on 2010 is a blasttt !

30 & 31 - Chalet w/ Jenny .
Wah , have always wanted to go chalet
but celebrating New Year with a bunch of strangers is really weird !
Sheez .
Kopi's coming backk tomorowww !
& OMG . I promised her an Xmas gift .
-.-
-.-
-.-
I'm really bored nao .
Shall go find something to do .
Oh oh oh ,
there's my One Piece!!
:D Ciaoooooo !